bring me a noose; i haven't felt
panic since the west was
wondrous and easy to
control.
pile up kindling and spit
flame upon it, nothing
you have built is
sacred.
rake me over coals, tie
my body to the riverbed;
aim each impossible curse
at my skull.
a bounty
to whomever
can bid my neck
break.
it's the blank static hum of a city that's trying too hard. it's sleeping less and studying more.
it's getting As and still not feeling good enough. it's getting a C and feeling worthless.
it's reading Faulkner and Morrison and all the great American novels not because
you want to but because it's required for class. it’s volunteering at the shelter
because it’ll look good on your resume. it's working weekends because
you need the money. it's staying after school because you need the
recommendation letter. it's debating intersectional feminism
and global warming with your Tinder date. it's doing it for
the Instagram. it's pictures
A MOUTHFUL OF BUTTERFLIES. by callistory, literature
Literature
A MOUTHFUL OF BUTTERFLIES.
DARLING,
I ALWAYS DREAM IN
COLOR AND TONIGHT I'M
DREAMING IN RADIANT YELLOW,
DREAMING OF KISSING A GIRL,
DREAMING OF SUN AND SUNFLOWERS
AND LEMONADE IN THE SUMMER.
YELLOW
BUTTERFLIES BLOOM IN MY LUNGS,
HONEY SPILLS IN RIVULETS FROM MY
LIPS. DARLING, YOU DROWN ME IN
SWEETNESS. DARLING, YOU
UNMAKE ME.
dead is a four letter word, but so is life. by pansydiv, literature
Literature
dead is a four letter word, but so is life.
still have your poster up on my wall. wrote you
more poems than i’ve ever written another person,
whittled into paranoia for you, probing across
empty spaces and missed phone calls and
once in three months but it’s alright because
we’re busy living life from here. made a joke
about a baseball bat femur. made a promise
to survive. i hope all the love i have for you
reaches you, wraps around you like a winter coat.
i still don’t understand isadora’s scarves,
and sure, i write poems about nooses sometimes
but i just want to hold your hand, just want you
to stay warm.
more than one way to be a gravedigger (+ mp3) by pansydiv, literature
Literature
more than one way to be a gravedigger (+ mp3)
i bet your hands taste like honey. put a finger in my mouth
& let me dream it. i watch you roll cigarettes –
i know you memorized my number when we were in eighth grade
i know you think of me when you can’t sleep at night
the ghost of me lingers these corridors in your house,
counts your pennies, fucks with your linen. oh baby,
you listen to songs to kill time, you dance in empty houses
and i think of the last boy i loved
& how he set fire to everything
me too, i think. i’ll have that fag, thanks. i am a fag, thanks.
i blow smoke out like a fairy godmother. who am i
if not this broken glass bundle of queer? i have alway
painstakingly scrawled on an age-crumbled scroll by Atomograd, literature
Literature
painstakingly scrawled on an age-crumbled scroll
map engraved on my back,
you traced the ley lines, the long lines
the cycles of the moon
must grappled and dust dappled,
i lay in your cartographer's crate
fault line fingernails
scoring your cherry chest
hydrocodone of the human by chromeantennae, literature
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hydrocodone of the human
at a loss for words, i sit. and continue doing this since the beginning of morn'. full fraction full of all quarters where i'm from, my throat is full from the saliva and blood that runs but my heart is full of love that stuns. my love that stuns. my love, the sun. light of my pupil, how this love sinks deeper. have we met before? love letters all too familiar but this bloom all too new. disclaimer advised no one has been as close to the one as this one and i think this is the one. i think she is the one. there is only one that i want.
unlike poets before her, satellites and mechs-in-a-can, she is not controlled by such confines. what a conf
on love, in disaster: a triptych by twelvedaysofjune, literature
Literature
on love, in disaster: a triptych
I.
perhaps people should come
with warnings, like
-leaves clutter everywhere
-makes a lot of messes and mistakes
-doesn't know how to close cabinents
-occasionally runs stop signs
-tries to sleep the depression away
-knows how to fall in love but
-doesn't know how to stay there
II.
every road
on the way to you
was filled with potholes,
every turn
a lesson in
can i grab something tighter,
every red light
and stop sign
and speed limit
seen as a suggestion
and not a rule
III.
in hindsight
i should have realized:
you see love
as an adventure,
not a destination. recklessly,
without a parachute, i sky-
dived
into you, praying to be cau
in conversation with themselves by YouInventedMe, literature
Literature
in conversation with themselves
because every story you know ends in murder
because there are snakes in every corner
because there's never been a moment
gone without regret
who decides
just what
makes up
your blood?
if it's a secret
then
what's the point
in
keeping it?
because every ghost
in every house
thinks it's
alone
because the building
of something
means a
belief
in it